Ok…so it’s only a short period of time since I did the DBT book reading and now I’m all sorts of emotional. Just reading about anything with BPD and and diving into things is just…well it opens Pandora’s box I guess.
I’m emotional. I’m sensitive. I hate it. I’m in push/pull mode. I want to push people so far away, yet I want to pull them in so closely at the very same time because feeling like this panics me. I hate this feeling.
BPD, I hate you.