So we are on our trip. It’s been very fun so far. I’ve had some moments or triggers that I’ve had to get through and I’ve managed. I’m in other rough spot right now and all I want is Panda. He is my most used self soothing coping mechanism and I’m not sure what to do in place of him. I just don’t feel good right now and I’ve got nothing. I just want to bury my face under Panda until I fall asleep and hopefully wake up feeling better. 😦 this one could get bad.