The Bitch, AKA “It”: You’re the bitch. A little bitch. You should be so embarrassed about how you acted tonight. It’s the reason he will leave you. You can’t hold yourself together long enough to save yourself. You’re such an idiot. God, when will you stop burdening him with your nonsense? The only reason he’s trying to teach you that you can be ok with or without him is because he’s going to leave you. He’s telling you that you’d be ok without him because he’d be ok without you. Of course he’d be ok. He’d be better. He’d be ok because he doesn’t give two fucking shits about you. And when you called that new therapist tonight and your reception gave out and he couldn’t hear you? He sounded mean, huh? He already doesn’t like you. You’ve already pissed him off and given him a reason to not like you. You wasted his precious time. You really need to just give up. Isn’t it obvious that it just wasn’t meant to happen for you? Look at all the trouble you’ve been having finding a therapist. Nothings worked out because it’s not supposed to. You don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve any of this. You know it too, that’s why you cried when your boyfriend sent you that nice text today. He was really going to tell you that he’s had enough of your shit and he’s outta here, but you were so pathetic he just couldn’t say it yet. Just wait. It’s coming. Not like it matters because you’re going to go soon anyway. I’ll make sure of it. You thought you’d gotten away over the past week and a half, huh? You thought you were doing better? I fooled you. I just wanted to sit back and watch you for a little. Watch you smile and get happy thinking that you were getting better, just so I could surprise you. It was me. I left you alone, but I’m back now. Don’t think it was you. You’re not strong enough. You’re not match for me. Oh you’re tired? Good luck. I don’t plan on letting you sleep tonight. And if you do fall asleep, I’ll still be there. In your dreams. Remember that dream from last night? It hurt, didn’t it? I love fucking with you. You’re such a piece of shit. I enjoy this.