Maybe I shouldn’t be in a relationship. People hurt people. People hurt me. People can’t be trusted. Guys can’t be trusted. When will I learn. I’m an idiot. A complete fucking weak idiot.
God, just take me. How much longer do I have to beg? I’m a terrible person for even thinking that. I can’t win.
If I’m alive, I suffer and people around me, in turn, suffer. If I go, I am better and they suffer for just a little and then get over it. Right?