Backtracking?

I don’t know what’s going on. She increased my meds. Is that it? Are the meds just not working anymore? Were they ever? Do I just need a therapy session? Is it that I don’t have my anxiety meds and physically and mentally I’m racing and going nuts?

I don’t feel good. I feel how I used to. I feel like I’m about to go crazy. I want to self harm. I want to die. I am angry and very sad. I am depressed. I am bored and irritable. I want to quit everything.

Why? What is going on? Maybe I will never get better.

Advertisements

What say you?

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s