So it’s no secret that I typically hate emotions, though mainly because they’re always so intense for me that they make me crazy.
Well feeling absolutely nothing at all is no better. I have no sadness, no care, just nothing. Like my emotions have just completely shut down in an effort to protect myself at how emotional I was yesterday and how bad I was hurting.
I mean, thanks…but no thanks. I know how this goes and usually something will happen that breaks me enough to bring tears and that’s usually been the only way to start feeling again. Sadness. What a way to get back into things.
I just want donuts.