I am so pissed off. How do my meds just go missing? I have had my anxiety meds stolen from me twice, and now my sleeping meds, brand new bottle, are just fucking gone.
I don’t even believe in God anymore. This life is so fucked up. So now I’m just not supposed so sleep for a month until I can get a new prescription.
FUCK. MY. LIFE.
I’m so done. So fucking done. I’m tired of feeling like I’m constantly being tortured and trapped in this mental fucking hell. I don’t even give a fuck if hell is real and I end up there. How much worse could it possibly be. Fucking seriously.
I just want to fucking disappear. Die. Just be gone and never be missed. I want to go unremembered. Right now.