Ok. So I used to workout like crazy. At least an hour a day, sometimes more. I felt really good about myself, not even so much physically, but mentally. It felt good to do something healthy for myself and it just felt awesome. Then I did a Tough Mudder and once I was done, I didn’t even want to hear the word exercise. It was killer but a neat accomplishment. I told myself I’d just take a break but that break turned into a couple of years. Other than a light workout for dance class on Saturdays, I really have been doing nothing.
I started doing some work from home things for like 2 days that didn’t stick. I need something with a routine and something that really pushes me. I was going to face my fears and join a gym and then my boyfriend mentioned money and now I am back at square 1.
BUT, I could always just do Insanity again and go from there. He said I could claim the garage for an hour a day.
The problem? I have huge anxieties about someone walking in on me. I had this whole plan about how I was going to do the gym thing but I think if I just know that no one will walk in on me at home, I will be ok. At least after the first few times.
So Insanity, here I come.