Well this is all sinking in more and more. I really have problems and I have never had a larger regret in my entire life. Who tells someone they love to basically hit the road and find someone else? Have a good life!
I’m very upset with myself and am even having a hard time believing that this was my doing. Things will never be the same again. You can’t go back from this.
I’m embarrassed and ashamed. I am 31 years old and this is my life. This is the emotional immaturity that I am.
To top it all off, my insurance changed and my copays are 4x what they were before. I’m hoping my family can help me because if they can’t or won’t, I won’t be able to continue therapy.
Not happy with myself.