Now I’m falling apart. Emotions are coming back and a bunch of thoughts and it all hurts. I’m losing it. I just can’t handle it. I don’t want to go on. I need to talk to someone. I need to sleep.
I feel so emotionless. Another kitten passed away the other day and ever since I’ve just been numb and empty. I feel completely disconnected from everything and everyone. Things that used to make me feel, now don’t affect me. I don’t know how to get my feelings back.
I’m falling apart. I’ve been trying to write but every time I open this up, I get overwhelmed and close it.
I was doing so well. But therapy is so expensive and I couldn’t catch up on the balance I owed and now I can’t get my meds filled.
I’m hurting. I’m unstable. I can’t stop crying. Every day. I’m losing it. I’m really ready to give up.